Tuesday, December 27, 2005 10:02 PM
sigh. today has been raining since afternoon. today the 27th december liao. left tomorrow to do my storyboarding. not sure if i have the time because tomorrow is a long day. have been quite busy recently, rushing all my homework. do not even have much time to go and look for my bag and pencil case. hais. nbm. see when i settle everything. tomorrow, hope that the band will be dismissed by 1pm. i arranged the lunch at 1.15pm. sigh. if earlier, then die. argh. PRAY PRAY PRAY!! today the PASA MALAM close liao. 9th of JANUARY then start again, but at my house here nia. however, given the weather lidat, i'm not sure if the constructions can be done by then. lols. but who cares? i will be busy trying to sleep by that time, as you know, it is NIGHT MARKET! lol. NIGHT NIGHT NIGHT! sobs. and worst, once i look down, it is where it will be held. oH MY GOSH! hope i will be tired and just sleep. lols.

29th is ROD night. formal wear. but then, ALL girls MUST wear SKIRT! oh NONONONO! lols. but hmph. let's see how first. a few people are like, asking me, am i going to wear skirt?! well, guess it yourself la. lol. if you want to know, then wait for me at the entrance lor. haha. wahaha. im mad. 31st december is the last day of year 2005! doubt i will be back at home ba. see whether any of the ex seniors want to go taunt. haha. i still remember last year, was so fun with alwyn, aidan, joycelyn poi, yan feng and me. wonder if we will get together this year. well, i doubt so. see how first bahs. contact your again. haha.

today again, didn't do any homework. slack the whole day. sad at the later part of the day. now coughing like siao. shit hell! was abit better when you start chatting with me. then now, you said......FINE! i respect your decision. i can't do anything. and all the more, i don't want to force you. later going to finish studying the PHYSICS. still got CHEMISTRY, MATHS, POA to go. sian. wonder when i can finish studying. can't my dad just allow me to emigrate? i hate this place. though there are great memories. but to stay here, i need to find the purpose of my life. i need to ignore most of the things. argh. i hate to ignore things. i need to force myself to do so. hmph. whatever, no mood liao. cannot concentrate anymore. i want to die!